Mmm. Burger.

Having a week off from uni should do me wonders.

Unfortunately, not so much.

Between being at my Mom's beck and call, and trying to finish my uni reports, time's fading. Why couldn't I get 2 weeks off instead of 1?

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Just finished watching FlashForward, and the basic premise of the show is that everyone got a 2 minute glimpse of their future 6 months down the line.

LOL. I'd love to say I have everything planned out, but I don't. Happy-go-lucky, that's what I am. Like the duck.

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All this talk of Maccas is getting me hungry. HUNGRY!

I hate being broke. :(

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To the people who've lost everything to the flood back home. My heart and prayers go out to all of you.

~ Neal

P.Y.T.

Lols. Here I am, trying to post on the subject of youth. You'd find it funny too, I dunno where to start.

I'm constantly told that I'm not old, and I'd be happy to believe that. Only my body doesn't. I do require that much more time for some shuteye, and seem to burst out with that little bit of adrenaline when required.

Yeah, I do see 1 or 2 years of my life wasted, yet all that's done is bring me to now.

Take what I do, for example. I've gotten myself involved in a lot of goings-on, and I manage it pretty well. So much more productive than just bumming it at home. Fatigue does set in, but that fatigue is oh so well deserved in exchange for all that fun.

Being "old" does have its perks. You get to see the decisions you make in a whole new light, thus making more sensible choices. There isn't a wrong direction, per se. Once in a while, I'd just love to get loose. Real loose. And not care about anything but getting loose.

And yet being "young" means less responsibilities have been heaved on you.

Maybe this age "thing" isn't so bad after all.

:)

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Too many birthdays this weekend. New friends and food and dancing and singing and playing. Sweet!

Happy birthday to my brother and sister!

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I need to update my wardrobe. NOW!

~ Neal

Through The Trees

What is this giddy feeling? Why am I hoping again, when I told myself I wouldn't. Is the temptation that huge, for me to start worrying? Shouldn't get my hopes up, through that smorgasbord of what ifs and what could be.

We want what we can't have. Why not be content with what you do have? And keep smiling.

I am happy. I am content. I live to the fullest. Happy-go-lucky.

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I'm really glad to have met you. I dunno how, but you've kinda lifted up my spirits since.

Thanks.

*hi five*

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I seriously have to find a way to conserve energy throughout the day. I'm getting go haggard lately. :(

~ Neal

Sickly... Not So Much...

I woke up late this morning, must have been so tired from last night. Funny how half an hour can change your day. Completely in the wrong mood. :(

Until I cooked me some delicious pancakes.

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New headphones, or new shoes. Decisions, decisions...

This or that?

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It's noon, and I'm sleepy. All those late nights have finally caught up with my body.

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I was feeling sick, now I'm feeling better. Although I'm scared of losing my voice. Just when I thought this week couldn't get any worse.

Strepsils, honey and water. Save me.

~ Neal

New Perspective

*sound of coke bottle opening*

Here's where my random thoughts will gather layers of dust. Fingers will do their walking, and eyes will follow suit.

Welcome.

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Sing by singing. Dance by dancing. Smile, just because it's fun!

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Parties all weekend, and then back to uni for hell-week. Why do I get 1 week off, while everyone else gets 2? Unfair much.

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I've recently discovered the hidden joys of tickling the ivories.

I'm getting forgetful. Someone please hand me a guitar.

~ Neal